My Feeling at My First Step as a Midwife

i'm in duty last night..
sacred duty (in my mind) when someone try to help each other that need help..

my sleep time going mess..my play time less than before..i must make over my apperance to be older than my real ages..
i must use my brain tightly to solve problem by problem.. this is not a simple problem,,this is about mother and baby's soul..

i just 20 years old now, and i look older than the real me..i deliberately did it...who want to trust her life and her baby  with someone looks young..?
 yeaaa,, always been underestimated..i just smiling,, coz what i must to do?

pregnant mother came with heartburn..look at me as a 'midwife'..someone who can help her to delivery the baby..
always must do something right and always smiling without complain and angry...

okay,,you right..
i'm a midwife..i must do the best thing for my patient..i always give the best thing i can to keep mom and baby safe and health for now and beyond..

but as you all know it..
midwife also an ordinary woman too..i can feel bored,,feel hungry..feel tired..feel sleepy..feel lonely..also feel angry..
all midwife also feel like that..
especially midwife that work in Public Health or government hospital..
very much patient..... and we just with limited power as woman and less salary as someone who must to responsible big things ==> two souls (mom and baby)..

as the name of all midwife..
please forgive us if still can not provide a satisfactory service..
we will increase our service for all mom and baby in the world..

when we can keep mom health, deliver the baby well and looks family happy are our main purpose..

with all humility,

mom's friend..